Catch-Up Moment

Do you wish your another half to be honest to you?

what i mean here is to be honest in everything...

even though it might spoil your relationship for being honest!!!

it was Sunday noon when I board the bus to KL

<again> for interview & also to catch up with Darling~~~

it was a hard time for both of us as he lost his handphone few days ago

haiz... 

he's on his way back to KL from Genting

when I was wondering how can I contact him,

an unknown number called up...

It was HIM!!!

worrying that I'll get lost somewhere,

he borrowed phone from a security guard to ask me where to wait for him

at night,

we went to Setia City Mall to get a new pair of shoes for him

the mall is damn huge & crowded

but according to Mr Lau,

the standard is not up yet

as the people are all not dressed up nicely...

not like mid-valley where everyone is so well dressed-up

the next day,

we went for our interview

& spent whole day outdoor...

phew...

anyhow, i realized one thing here that i actually enjoyed the city life

although it's hectic & crowded

but when i was sitting at Starbucks waiting for Darling,

i actually enjoyed that moment so much...

We then went to repair his lappie @ Low Yat Plaza

we had the most expensive car-park fees here

can u believe it??

RM32.00 for not more than 4 hours...

@@''

Darling is almost gonna break the machine when he checked on the fees

haha...

we then had a typical back-to-home-in-a-jam journey

where we did a lot of stupid things in the car while waiting for the traffic

as usual,

we had our dinner @ Boston Klang

our fav place to have 'Hokkien Mee' & 'mantis shrimp' when we back to Klang

yummy~~~

Dear suggest to have our movie time the next day 

b4 i head off home as it's bit late & we're both tired

Marvel of Avengers

a great movie & also funny

hahaha...

this is the 1st time we had so many junk food for a movie

popcorn + hotdog + potato chips + soft drink...

can't believe that he let me buy all this...:P

it's ad 5pm when the movie ends

Dear rushed me to bus station worrying that I can't catch a bus home

or i'll reach home late...

so sweet of him

the first time he said that he feel sad sending me home

owh~~~

feel like wanna cry tat time...

misses him so much too being dunno how many miles apart...

tat's how my 2 & half days was spent with my love...❣

还是学生的我

回想以前还是一名学生的时候：

我曾经反叛过~~

我曾经活跃过~~

曾经被吹捧~~

也曾经被冷落...

小学的我，

从一个娇小怕事的小女孩

演变成一个又叛逆有反叛，让爸爸妈妈摸不着头脑的女儿

从全班考第三，跌去第十三，再跌去第二十三...

爸妈为我掉下伤心的泪...

但我却无动于衷.

还记得在五年级的那年，

我们都闯了大祸！

惊动了校方，差点要见父母。

那是的我，

很怕....很后悔....

让后因为我们都是第一班的学生，

校方只是口头警告了几句也没有追究下去

从那天起，

我没有远离我那些朋友

只是没有在参与那些不良活动

小六UPSR我尽然拿了全课A...

还记得成绩放榜的那天，我没上学去！

都是因为前一天刚从毕业旅行回来，

太累了，早上睡过头.

早上10点，家里电话不停的在响

同学们都打电话来告诉我这个好消息

有一点难以自信...

明天一早到学校，

第一时间跑到去礼堂外面的布告板

看到自己的名被涂上黄色的highlight

真的很开心...

终于做了一件能让爸妈骄傲的事!

进了中学，

我又演变成一个很活跃，带一点点顽皮的学生。

因为UPSR全科A的关系，

很自然究竟的第一版。

也参加了很多课外活动，赢了很多的比赛

换回来的就是学业退步。

从第一版跌去第二版

爸爸生气的很，立刻把我所有课外活动都停止了

初中二那年是我最开心的一年，

一阵班都是疯疯癫癫的朋友...

经历了很多很多开心，欢笑，吵架甚至被副校罚提5kg的铁球

初三在Prefect里就开始被重用

当任很多活动的计划团体

最难忘就是母校百年庆典！

用了几个月跳课，跳补习班的时间来做筹备

很累，但是很有成就感。

因为这庆典，我们跟校长，副校长们的关系也弄到很好

从此就常常被叫去office喝咖啡 （聊天）

因为是Prefect的秘书，我都有DC Room的钥匙

星期五，开周会是

我们一般朋友（Prefect Board）都会躲在里面

说说笑，打发时间。

那时后，真的很开心，朋友之间的互动和关怀

让我人生充满了爱，很温馨...

到我进了College

因为英文程度好的关系，在学习方面比其他朋友来的容易

弄成生变都会有一大半的同学围绕着

慢慢我们就有了我们自己的gang

那时候，

我真的很像一个小红人

有什么大小事情，都会来找我

在那里我认识了几位真的很要好的朋友

真心的朋友~~~

有福同享，有难同党

我们疯过，我们认真过，我们换皮过，我们吵架过，我们也和好过

这点点滴滴都成为了我们成长的一部分

一个很重要的部分...

到了我学生生涯最后的一段路

念大学的时候~~

没想到会是我最不开心的一段经历

因为某些三姑六婆的原因，

弄到我们原本的gang都散了

搞得你很他，他很她...

以前的朋友，现在变成擦肩而过的陌生人

很可惜，很可悲...

就是不明白，这些闲人到底在想什么

你们这样破坏别人的友谊对你有什么好处？

难道别人长得比你美，家里比你有钱，追求着比你多

也是她的错吗？（当然不是在讲我啦）

真的很难理解...

就这样，匆匆十几年的时间过去了

每一个经历，每一个创的祸

都是让我成长的一课

虽然现在已经不是学生的身份

但

我们不会因此而停止学习

人生就是不断的学习

不断的提升自己

不断的为我们的人生写下不同的故事和经历

To Hold On or To Let Go

since i voiced out my intention to leave the company,

they (my Director & Mr C - Logistic Manager sitting next to me)

have been 'directly & indirectly' asking me to stay..

saying that I need money... I need to take care of my parents, never let them down...

bla---bla---bla---

Yeah, I have signed a one-year contract with the co

but I really can't stand being here any longer...

the colleagues are great...

friendly...helpful.. & as they told me in the interview (there's no office politics here)

however,

the co's policy & its management are driving me away!!

>.<

i still remember my Degree Thesis - Reducing Turnover Rate by Employee Retention

there are several aspects that employees look for in a job...

Monetary.. Job satisfaction.. Job Environment.. Job recognition & so on...

as for my current situation,

i have neither of the above in my current job...

They feel that my salary is high enough --- but there's others offering more, much more

They feel that my job can help me learn a lot of new things --- yeah!! it's true but everyday i'm doing the same things

They even asked me not to run away from the problem... Over come it!!!

i was thinking about this statement for a very very long time...

am i running away from the problem??

i don't have any problem there, 

yes it's true that sometimes the overloaded tasks really kills me but i still can handle it...

what i can't tahan is the way the mgmt treated the employees...

so so so so unfair treatment...

u call yourself a leading company but u never know how to appreciate your employees!!!

just save that few hundreds ringgit if u're that unwilling to give them KPI...

accounts' payment late, got complained --- no KPI

but have u ever realized why are payments late???

it's bcos U, the boss doesn't want to sign the cheques!!!

how to make payment like this???

when get complained, cut the accounts ppl KPI

where got such kind of crap!!

this is really crap...

bringing in personal things for company staff to settle for U

everything u name it urgent...

when things not done, it's our problem...

no wonder all the employees are newbies with less than 2 years experience with the co when u are already a 30 year-old company...

can't u see there's a big problem with u policy & system??

Mr C asked me to hold on & after i overcome this,

I am a better person...

But for me,

working is not my whole life!!!

i don't wan to be a slave!!

i want to live my life the way i want..

a very good quote i saw in FB few days ago:

''STOP CHASING THE WRONG THING 

TO GIVE A CHANCE 

TO THE RIGHT THING TO COME TO YOU''

this is so true & inspires me to take this irreversible step...

TO QUIT!!!

and to chase on what I really want...

Love...Being Apart

it's been few months being apart from Hubby...

3 months if not mistaken!

ever since we're couple,

we never stay apart for more than 1 month!!

during college & university time,

the longest period we did not see each other is during sem break

when he returned to his hometown --- Klang

then after we graduated,

we continued doing SAB where we moved to Penang together

for around 6 months i guess...

although we travel around all the time,

but we are ALWAYS TOGETHER!!!

when we both decided to quit SAB,

i went back to Kampar (my sweet sweet home)

& he went back to his...

ever since we started working,

the time we can see each other become even lesser

& also

MORE VALUABLE!!!

recalling those days when we can always see each other,

arguments happens more frequently and also more easily...

although now we can only see once a month (for 2-3 days only)

we treasured each and every single second that we have together

as we know, once it's passed, it's past...

the long wait to see him makes my time pass faster

no matter how stress am i at work,

when i look at the calender, counting forward to the days 

when we can see each other again

all the problems & stresses disappears~~~

it's such a great happiness being able to see him again 

after a month-long countdown...

seeing changes in both of us;

physically or mentally...

Being Apart has taught Me to Appreciate Him More...