Laughter vs. Age

i still remember i read an article before...

it's about the amount of laughter vs. our age

while we are still a child,

the average of laughter we had a day is around 150 - 160...

a simple joke or tiny lil thing can make us laugh our heart out

but as we grow up,

our laughter reduced to only 15 times a day...

can you imagine it???

our laughter reduced almost 10 times within all these years...

all the stress & pressure seized our smile & laughter...

for me,

all that can make me smile is when time spent with Dear & family

as for lately,

i even cried when thinking of going to work...

it's been very very stressful being in this company

with overloading workloads...

stress & pressures from all directions...

i really can't take it anymore...

i still remember the last time my heart thumping abnormally 

is when i'm doing my final year in UTAR

this condition came back recently

sometimes i feel like i can't even catch a breath...

this few days spent with Dear helps a lot

but when i back to home again today 

all the symptoms came back again

i tried to hang on to the job till the contract ends

God, please bless me...

grant me with favour... favour with ppl & everything that i do

let me complete the contract then i can leave immediately

Amen~~~