Happiness vs. Success

it was Li Yi's last day @ the company

before she leaves, she gave us a small card written:

''Success is not the key to Happiness,

Happiness is the key to Success...

If you love what you are doing,

you will be SUCCESSFUL''

this phrase was like a lightning hit right on my head...

do i love what i'm doing now??

am i happy??

if NO,

how can i be successful then??

frankly,

i do not actually hate what i'm doing now

but i do not love it either...

sometimes i really do feel sense of accomplishment when get tasks done

or to get a compliment from boss...

but the everyday heavy workloads

are really giving me a lot of pressures...

headache strikes almost everyday...

tired...

sometimes i even feels my heart thumping like mad & breathing difficulties

but i keep telling myself...

if i can hold on till my contract ends,

i'll be in another level...

now,

i just follow Dear's advise...

no more paper works after working hours...

no matter how late i OT,

emails keep coming in...

it won't stop...

time is never enough to get all the work done...

then why not i just utilise my time to get some rest...